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Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...Sunday, July 02, 2006
Crazy
Dearest Wan,
She's driving me crazy!!!!!
Or it's jus me own making...
I dun know. I mean, why the silence? Why is she avoiding me?
Or is it jus me imagination?
I texted her, i tried to call her, i blogged a letter to her, i e-mailed her. No response...
So how? Maybe she wants to be left alone. Which is fine. And understandable. After all, i am one who needs me space - and would like to be left alone at times.
The problem is that i dun know if tt's the case! I dun know if she's alrite or not. I dun know if she would like me to call her up or not...
But if she wants to, then she would tell me, wouldn't she? Would she?
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!
Man, this is so so difficult...
When i did talk wif her, she would keep on talking about him - how she misses him etc. If only she knows how much that kills me... But she doesn't know cuz i'm not telling her. She needs an outlet and i'll be there for her whenever she wants to talk about him.
And at teh same time, i can't talk bout my feelings!!! It'll only complicate things for her. And this is not a good time anyways...
She said there was nothing going on - but then why is she reacting like it's a break-up? Why is she using words like "going out wif him", "dating him" etc? Why did she say she wrote him a "Dear John" letter?????
And why do i care for her so much???? So much that it is driving me crazy not knowing if she is fine or not, not knowing wat i shud do - give her space or be there for her?
Oh, Wan, why did i fall for her so easily?
I'm such a fool... for love...
She's driving me crazy!!!!!
Or it's jus me own making...
I dun know. I mean, why the silence? Why is she avoiding me?
Or is it jus me imagination?
I texted her, i tried to call her, i blogged a letter to her, i e-mailed her. No response...
So how? Maybe she wants to be left alone. Which is fine. And understandable. After all, i am one who needs me space - and would like to be left alone at times.
The problem is that i dun know if tt's the case! I dun know if she's alrite or not. I dun know if she would like me to call her up or not...
But if she wants to, then she would tell me, wouldn't she? Would she?
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!
Man, this is so so difficult...
When i did talk wif her, she would keep on talking about him - how she misses him etc. If only she knows how much that kills me... But she doesn't know cuz i'm not telling her. She needs an outlet and i'll be there for her whenever she wants to talk about him.
And at teh same time, i can't talk bout my feelings!!! It'll only complicate things for her. And this is not a good time anyways...
She said there was nothing going on - but then why is she reacting like it's a break-up? Why is she using words like "going out wif him", "dating him" etc? Why did she say she wrote him a "Dear John" letter?????
And why do i care for her so much???? So much that it is driving me crazy not knowing if she is fine or not, not knowing wat i shud do - give her space or be there for her?
Oh, Wan, why did i fall for her so easily?
I'm such a fool... for love...
posted by imissw # 12:18 am 
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