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Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...Sunday, June 04, 2006
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Dearest Wan,
Been wanting to write for so long... well, actually, for 1 week! But the week gone by has been so crazy that it would have been a lifetime for some people!!!
Been thinking so much of you. Wished it was vice versa too...
How can i not think of you when i watch movies which steal from our experinces!!! yeah, steal! ;-P
Take this line from "When Harry Met Sally":-
I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
I still love the smell of Polo Sport :-)
How bout this from "The Notebook":-
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.
I know wat we had was real. I still smile when i think of our "summer" together, learning from each other and growing in love. The love that we had awakened my soul, planted a fire in me heart and brought peace to my mind. Never had i felt such a way before. I used to doubt if i ever will again...
I was troubled after i watched The Notebook. Noah told Allie that the reason she went to see him just before her marriage was because she was not happy. She prolly still loved him.
You din come see me before yours. I guess that meant you no longer love me? Or did you ever in the first place? Was i just the wrong guy in the wrong place who kept u company until the right guy did?
I tried to convince meself of that that nite, as i wondered around the campus and gaze upon the stars at 2 am, lying on a park bench. That would be so easy for me to let you go - it's not that i still am crazy over you but it would be nice not to be emotionally effected when i watch these kinds of movies, or when i smell Polo Sport, or when i go to Sunway Pyramid, or when i hear "our songs". After all, i'd be stupid to feel that way over someone who never loved me in the first place...
I failed. i couldn't convince meself of that. What we had was real - no matter how much time has passed, no matter wat has happened since, i know deep inside that nothing will change wat we had back then.
People have always told me to move on. That's easier said than done. It's not like physically moving from one place to another. Do they think i enjoy wallowing in this, living in the past?
Erm... maybe... ;-P
In any ways, things may be changing...
Yeah, Wan - i met someone!!! It's still early days. But you know wat? So far, it feels ... so right! And my heart feel so at peace over it.
It's truly crazy, Wan! :-) I have not been so effected like this for so long - and i've never been smiling so much for so long. I never realised that til a Uni mate pointed out last winter how i always look so down. Now, no one can ever say that - and they are wondering the opposite!!!
Anyways... as i said, its still the very early stage. Altho it is scary how fast we are moving. It appears for the first time that i may be moving on after all! Are't u happy for me? Have all these years of waiting been worth it after all? I may have to thank you for "holding" me back til now!! ;-P
We'll see how it goes. I keep having to check meself for not thinking too far ahead. I just hope that i wont be stupid enough to let go of her - like how i did wif you.
Watever it is, watever happens, you know, rite, that u'll always have a special place in me heart. Always. You are truly wan of a kind! ;-)
Take care.
Been wanting to write for so long... well, actually, for 1 week! But the week gone by has been so crazy that it would have been a lifetime for some people!!!
Been thinking so much of you. Wished it was vice versa too...
How can i not think of you when i watch movies which steal from our experinces!!! yeah, steal! ;-P
Take this line from "When Harry Met Sally":-
I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
I still love the smell of Polo Sport :-)
How bout this from "The Notebook":-
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.
I know wat we had was real. I still smile when i think of our "summer" together, learning from each other and growing in love. The love that we had awakened my soul, planted a fire in me heart and brought peace to my mind. Never had i felt such a way before. I used to doubt if i ever will again...
I was troubled after i watched The Notebook. Noah told Allie that the reason she went to see him just before her marriage was because she was not happy. She prolly still loved him.
You din come see me before yours. I guess that meant you no longer love me? Or did you ever in the first place? Was i just the wrong guy in the wrong place who kept u company until the right guy did?
I tried to convince meself of that that nite, as i wondered around the campus and gaze upon the stars at 2 am, lying on a park bench. That would be so easy for me to let you go - it's not that i still am crazy over you but it would be nice not to be emotionally effected when i watch these kinds of movies, or when i smell Polo Sport, or when i go to Sunway Pyramid, or when i hear "our songs". After all, i'd be stupid to feel that way over someone who never loved me in the first place...
I failed. i couldn't convince meself of that. What we had was real - no matter how much time has passed, no matter wat has happened since, i know deep inside that nothing will change wat we had back then.
People have always told me to move on. That's easier said than done. It's not like physically moving from one place to another. Do they think i enjoy wallowing in this, living in the past?
Erm... maybe... ;-P
In any ways, things may be changing...
Yeah, Wan - i met someone!!! It's still early days. But you know wat? So far, it feels ... so right! And my heart feel so at peace over it.
It's truly crazy, Wan! :-) I have not been so effected like this for so long - and i've never been smiling so much for so long. I never realised that til a Uni mate pointed out last winter how i always look so down. Now, no one can ever say that - and they are wondering the opposite!!!
Anyways... as i said, its still the very early stage. Altho it is scary how fast we are moving. It appears for the first time that i may be moving on after all! Are't u happy for me? Have all these years of waiting been worth it after all? I may have to thank you for "holding" me back til now!! ;-P
We'll see how it goes. I keep having to check meself for not thinking too far ahead. I just hope that i wont be stupid enough to let go of her - like how i did wif you.
Watever it is, watever happens, you know, rite, that u'll always have a special place in me heart. Always. You are truly wan of a kind! ;-)
Take care.
posted by imissw # 3:22 pm 
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