Letters to the Wan and only!
Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Happy
Hey,
She's back. And... well, she said that she's willing to give "us" a try! :-)
It was funny cuz i din expct to hear from her again today. I was having a massive migraine while waiting in queue at Loon Foong Supermarket in Chinatown. I was late for me meeting up wif Fred.
Then i got her text message!
It really took very long for it to sink in! As i walked home from the train station early this morning (the train was delayed and i finally reached Wivenhoe at bout 1:20 am), i was wondering why i din have any "feeling". Wasn't this wat i had wanted all along?
Well, i realised that i was still in the state of shock. I totally din expect it - on the contrary, i was expecting the opposite.
As i walked home on the dark, windy, lonely street, it all began to sink in. You should have seen me! :-) I was like skipping, pirouetting (did i spell that correctly?), jumping, and praising God!
She wants to give "us" a try!!!! :-)
I started singing as i skipped along on the middle of the road!
Oh, another thing hit me as i appraoched me halls - you see, i knew that these 10 days or so is the "make it or break it" for "us". I decided to go for it - and for the pass few days, i had been pouring me heart out to her on paper. I wrote a really long letter to her - so that she'd read it when she gets back home. And i figured that after reading it, it would make her decided - to give us a chance or to run the h*** away from this crazy guy!
The funny thing is that before she read the letter, she had oredi decided!!!! I was almost like "Wait - not so fast! Read me letter first!!!!!"
At least this way, i know it not by my efforts.
The story of me life - i can try and try wif me own efforts and fail. And then God drops it onto me lap!
I did ask meself one last time - am i sure this is wat i want?
The answer is yes. I was certain. Even more certain than i was wif u.
And sure, there are a lot of things to work out - it's not gonna be easy. But u know me - easy can be boring! ;-P
The important thing is that we both are willing to give it a try - and i'm sure if we continue to look to God for guidance and help, we can and will glorify him thru our relationship.
I'm so happy, Wan.
Take care. God bless.
p/s - now it would be really ironic if she goes back, read me letter and then changes her mind...
She's back. And... well, she said that she's willing to give "us" a try! :-)
It was funny cuz i din expct to hear from her again today. I was having a massive migraine while waiting in queue at Loon Foong Supermarket in Chinatown. I was late for me meeting up wif Fred.
Then i got her text message!
It really took very long for it to sink in! As i walked home from the train station early this morning (the train was delayed and i finally reached Wivenhoe at bout 1:20 am), i was wondering why i din have any "feeling". Wasn't this wat i had wanted all along?
Well, i realised that i was still in the state of shock. I totally din expect it - on the contrary, i was expecting the opposite.
As i walked home on the dark, windy, lonely street, it all began to sink in. You should have seen me! :-) I was like skipping, pirouetting (did i spell that correctly?), jumping, and praising God!
She wants to give "us" a try!!!! :-)
I started singing as i skipped along on the middle of the road!
Oh, another thing hit me as i appraoched me halls - you see, i knew that these 10 days or so is the "make it or break it" for "us". I decided to go for it - and for the pass few days, i had been pouring me heart out to her on paper. I wrote a really long letter to her - so that she'd read it when she gets back home. And i figured that after reading it, it would make her decided - to give us a chance or to run the h*** away from this crazy guy!
The funny thing is that before she read the letter, she had oredi decided!!!! I was almost like "Wait - not so fast! Read me letter first!!!!!"
At least this way, i know it not by my efforts.
The story of me life - i can try and try wif me own efforts and fail. And then God drops it onto me lap!
I did ask meself one last time - am i sure this is wat i want?
The answer is yes. I was certain. Even more certain than i was wif u.
And sure, there are a lot of things to work out - it's not gonna be easy. But u know me - easy can be boring! ;-P
The important thing is that we both are willing to give it a try - and i'm sure if we continue to look to God for guidance and help, we can and will glorify him thru our relationship.
I'm so happy, Wan.
Take care. God bless.
p/s - now it would be really ironic if she goes back, read me letter and then changes her mind...
posted by imissw # 4:05 am 
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