Letters to the Wan and only!
Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Dear John
Dearest Wan,
There i was, seated by the Thames, near the London Eye. I was memorising me lines:-
"Hey there. What are you doing, being awake at this time? Nvm. Won't ask too personal questions. *chuckles* Anyways... you were asking me how i can be sure? Well, i just wanna tell ya that i am sure. And this i promise u - i'll be back - just for you - after me studies, before the year ends. I'll look for ya and hopefully then, you'll see that i am real, that my feelings for you are real, and that i'll be able to convince you to give "us" a try. If i am indeed "awesome" as u say that i am, i hope you'd give me this chance to prove meself. That's all i ask. Just wait for a few more months and i'll come and see u. If then, you decide not to give us a chance, then fine. But decide only then.
Anyways, u r an Arsenal fan so it wont be so bad if u dun give us a chance! LOL!"
OK - it something to that effect la!
I never got the chance to talk to her. And the moment was lost.
I found subsequently that it was a good thing i din get that chance. not at this point of time. i wanted to do that partly cuz i was afraid that she'd commit herself to that dude guy, thinking i won't be back.
but i chatted wif her on msn yesterday. guess wat? she wrote a "dear john" letter to that rich dude!
but she was obviously still having much feelings for him - and filled wif regret.
u know how difficult it was to chat wif her - and having to hear her sing the praises of the dude guy, and talking about how wonderful he is? man, it really killed me! but me cool, of course! good thing no webcam - or else she'd see me dying here... but on msn, me like cucumber!
but at least now i know i din have a direct influence on her dear john letter. and i guess she wouldnt want to think about another guy at this moment.
i tried to stay as neutral and unbiased as possible.
so now how? even tho she alleges that they were not in a relationship, it is for all intents and purposes, a break-up of sorts. i've gotta cool it, too. dun wan to be seen to take advantage of the situation. and who knows, she could be on the rebound!
sigh... so complicated.
i guess this is all for the best. Time for everyone to cool it and take it slowly.
Take care. God bless.
There i was, seated by the Thames, near the London Eye. I was memorising me lines:-
"Hey there. What are you doing, being awake at this time? Nvm. Won't ask too personal questions. *chuckles* Anyways... you were asking me how i can be sure? Well, i just wanna tell ya that i am sure. And this i promise u - i'll be back - just for you - after me studies, before the year ends. I'll look for ya and hopefully then, you'll see that i am real, that my feelings for you are real, and that i'll be able to convince you to give "us" a try. If i am indeed "awesome" as u say that i am, i hope you'd give me this chance to prove meself. That's all i ask. Just wait for a few more months and i'll come and see u. If then, you decide not to give us a chance, then fine. But decide only then.
Anyways, u r an Arsenal fan so it wont be so bad if u dun give us a chance! LOL!"
OK - it something to that effect la!
I never got the chance to talk to her. And the moment was lost.
I found subsequently that it was a good thing i din get that chance. not at this point of time. i wanted to do that partly cuz i was afraid that she'd commit herself to that dude guy, thinking i won't be back.
but i chatted wif her on msn yesterday. guess wat? she wrote a "dear john" letter to that rich dude!
but she was obviously still having much feelings for him - and filled wif regret.
u know how difficult it was to chat wif her - and having to hear her sing the praises of the dude guy, and talking about how wonderful he is? man, it really killed me! but me cool, of course! good thing no webcam - or else she'd see me dying here... but on msn, me like cucumber!
but at least now i know i din have a direct influence on her dear john letter. and i guess she wouldnt want to think about another guy at this moment.
i tried to stay as neutral and unbiased as possible.
so now how? even tho she alleges that they were not in a relationship, it is for all intents and purposes, a break-up of sorts. i've gotta cool it, too. dun wan to be seen to take advantage of the situation. and who knows, she could be on the rebound!
sigh... so complicated.
i guess this is all for the best. Time for everyone to cool it and take it slowly.
Take care. God bless.
posted by imissw # 1:18 am 
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