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Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...

Friday, March 24, 2006

 

4 am

Dearest Wan,

For the pass few nites, i've been awake til it was day. In fact, for the pass 2 days, even after it was day, i still din get to sleep til later in the day.

Research essay! Yeah, difficult days... but am enjoying it! ;-P

Tonite is the last nite as the essay is due later in the day.

I just wanna tell you that despite the research essay being the main thing on me mind these week or so, i've been thinking a lot of you too!

Maybe it's the quietness of the nite, the stillness, that brings you to mind. i really dun know. Could it be because the wee hours of the morning are usually "our time"? We'd begin chatting at round midnite or so and go on til early morn - there was the time when we did an all nighter too!

i'll never forget those nights, sitting in the dark of me room, phone to me ear, lying on the floor, listening to your voice, chatting, laughing, sometimes, listening to the radio together.

Could it be the reason why i love the early hours of the day so much?

Sigh... gotta go back to me work. Miss ya.

thinking of u...

Take care.

Friday, March 10, 2006

 

Happy!

Dearest Wan,

I'm so happy! You shud have seen me - i was skipping along in joy, like a small girl!

Guess wat? I got the results for my exams! If you have read my other blog, you would know that i scored a 66% for one of the papers while for the other paper, i passed. The latter was a major concern for me and i did blog that it was prolly one of me toughest exam yet.

Well, i got the detailed results - guess wat? It's another 66%!!!!!! Woohoo! A 2nd Upper again!

Look, i dun mean to brag.... ok, ok, lemme brag for a while, pleeeaase????? ;-P

In the study of Law, it is rarely that students get 1st class. They do - but rarely. It's not like in engineering where there is one fix answer and if you get it, you'll get full marks. Or like in maths. Law is different. As such, a 2:1 is highly viewed.

I was a 2:1 student back in me undergraduate days. Do you remember at Stanford College i got the prize for top student? You shud - cuz after i got that, i took you out for dinner! Mind you, other than me family members, you were the only one i "belanja-ed". Man, that was like so long ago. Hahaha - remember how concerned your mom was that i was taking you out for dinner? Your dad was pretty cool bout it, tho.

So anyways, from fearing that i would fail, i now am elated that i scored a 2:1!!!!

Even when Maria handed my marks to me, she couldn't help but say "Wooow! 66!" - you know, not the monotone "Wow", but the "wow" that starts low and ends on a higher note!!! ;-)

On top of that, the lecturer informed us all that no one scored a distinction i.e. 1st class. She added that for those who scored 66% and above, we shud give ourselves a pat on our backs! i have oredi patted mine!!!!!! Of course, i gave all glory to God! :-)

The other thing that got me estatic was the fact that out of the 3 questions, i scored a distinction (1st class) for 2 of them!!!!!!!! Whoaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

The funny thing about the 3rd question - the hardest question i've ever attempted, and it came in 5 parts - the part which i was most confident of i.e. part (a), well, i got ALL WRONG!!!!! Thank God that for parts (c) - (e), i did pretty alright (in the words of me lecturer, "(c) - (e) is much better than (a) - (b)"!!!! Ironic since (c) - (e) were quite difficult and as i was running out of time, it was done rather sloppily!

Watever!

I'm just soooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy, Wan! And i thought of sharing it wif you! Yeah, if i blogged bout it in me other blog, some ppl might think that i prolly just wanna brag and boast. Which is true! ;-P

I thank God. Really. I dun deserve this but it is out of his grace that he enabled me to do so well - much better than expected!

I did good, din I? I wanna celebrate - dinner on me?

I'll be waiting for your reply...

Take care, ok!

Miss ya... soooooo much! :-(

Saturday, March 04, 2006

 

What if - sung by Kate Winlset

Dearest Wan,

I'm trying so hard... well, maybe not hard enough. Will I ever stop asking the stupid pointless questions??

What If
Written by Steve Mac/Wayne Hector

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heartache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take it back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I could say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

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